Monday, February 17, 2014

R1+R2

今天又要承受第二个打击,Retake 1&2的成绩出啦。
Sem 1的还好,Sem 2的就很伤心。
考试的时候,我已经知道了啦。
重考Sem 1的时候,觉得那些问题都还过得去。
反而重考Sem 2的时候,就不是这样了。
他出那些问题都不懂怎么搞的,很难!
[他们应该是偏爱lower six.. ><]
我觉得Sem 2重考很浪费钱。

啊~不说你也不知。
Chemistry到底在搞什么?
我竟然考到还不错咧~重考的都有进步!
难道Pn Chang有在帮我祈祷吗?XD
至于可怜的Bio就依然那么差。
有时候我怀疑到底还爱不爱它?
以后上大学,我应该还要拿它吗?
…………
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我很茫然。



好运。

Monday, February 10, 2014

P3成绩


http://webmpm.mpm.edu.my/stpm_resultP3/


今天终于出成绩啦!
为什么这一次出成绩,我会那么紧张?
还没去check自己的成绩时,已经有人开心有人愁。
开心的是他考到3个A,愁的是她有一科F。
整晚简直是辗转难眠啊,煎熬。
过了不懂多久,心终于不紧张,休息了。

一大早就被他的一封信息吵醒,他帮我check了。
成绩果然又是出乎意料的,有差也有好。
Pointer 3.085,总结来说算还好而已!
结果我还是要重考一科,闲啊!
原以为这一次不要重考了,可是我还是逃不出这命运。

下个月就要出Overall的成绩啦,更加紧张!
真的不懂会怎样啊~
如果成绩真的不如所愿,我会接受不到。
但现在我已经feel到我会接受不到。 ><
这个月我真的要勤劳读书啦。

Monday, January 6, 2014

还有明天

那个夜晚     我想你了
不知道现在的你过得好不好
他们说你去了国外的一个小地方
你没告诉我
我想你也没这个必要

或许分开一下比较好
好让我们想清楚
自己心里真正想要的是什么
可能到你回来的那一天
我不再对你牵挂了

我相信时间
它可以证明一切
心如果不会变
就是不会变

你说你
没有继续爱的借口
难道我
还有可以爱的理由

那个夜晚     我想你了
你那里的星星会不会有很多
自己一个人生活还可以适应吗
如果不能的话
我的门还会为你打开

也许你已找到更好的
我也有理由忘记
放不下的始终要学会放下了
世界上不只是你一个好
我还有很多个明天

我相信时间
它可以让我痊愈
还有明天
但伤口要多久的时间

Saturday, January 4, 2014

上班初体验

开始上班了三天。

第一天到的时候,遇见两位新同事。
世界很小,有一个是之前在SR做过的。
他说他那时候做的时候有见过我,他还记得我咧。
可惜我不记得他了~
第一次打卡,很兴奋的说!
打卡后,坐不懂谁的车去Raub咯~
不懂是不是太早到了,闷到~~
货物迟迟还没送到,桶又给别人霸完了。
由于没事做、太闷了,就去帮其他牌子的整理货品。
差不多要放工的时候,货物才送到。
好多货,很重,幸好有两名猛将帮忙才可以搬完货去指定位子。
匆匆忙忙开箱,然后随随便便上货。
因为要关门了,大家都赶着回去了。
第二天跟第一天一样去Raub。
可是比较早回,因为都准备好了。
放工打卡的时候,不小心打错了。=P
没有办法,我对那个机器还没适应。

反而今天就忙一点,一直要贴价钱。
我总共贴了七箱裤子和衣服的价钱。
不要以为很少,七箱满满的咧!
那里一个可以讲话的人都没有,超级闷啊~
幸好明天可以休息了……
啊!今天有个帅哥接我放工。哈哈!XD
[其实我也不认识他,只是lift一开的时候就见到他。他站在lift前面,我出来后,他没进,然后跟我一起走。LOL]

话说,上班的时间过得很快。
才刚刚上班不久,就被叫去吃午餐了。
午餐回来后继续做一下,然后就可以放工啦。

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

New YEAR-14

很高兴在这个重要的跨年,可以跟几位久违的朋友一起过。
又是新的一年了。
二字头咯,我希望我可以更成熟些。
我要学会保护我自己,还有不要那么容易被骗。
成长须知的六大不要。(我自己乱作的)

不要单单只看外表而去判断好与坏。
这世上的人们都是表里不一,笑里藏刀。

不要高估自己在别人心中的位置。
因为失望的人只会是自己。

不要去幻想美好的事情会发生在你身上。
现实是残酷的,不如童话般美好。

不要忘记和伤害对你好的人。
因为他们本可以不对你好。

不要盲目去争取一些你不值得的东西。
它只占了1%,还有99%值得你去争取的东西。

不要以为失去了宝贵的东西等于失去全世界。
因为世界很大,只是你还没看完。

Tuesday, December 31, 2013

F13T14

F13T14 - From 13 To 14.
Today is the last day of year 2013.
Let's rewind what happened for this year.

January
``I started the second semester of stpm. I said I wanted to be more hardworking than last year but it lasted for only one week or it didn't last for even a second? Then it explains why my second sem's result is worse than first sem.
``My math T book that I bought for only 2 week had gone missing but now I know who is the culprit.
``The first time my school choir group organized a musical show, that was totally amazing! They used the plot from High School Musical which is one of my favourite movies.
``The first time I read slot in front of the form 6 teachers and students. I can't forget how terrible my hands was shaking. I still feel an overwhelming fear of public speaking.

February
``This was a sad month for me. It is also a learning month. I learnt how weak is a human being and how strong an illness that it can ruin one's health. Thanks to this, I love my life and live on now. I appreciate every good things that happened on me. I cherish every moment to be with my loved ones.
``The only happy thing that I can remember for this month is Larian Perdana. I got number 5! Xp

March
``The very first trip with friends to Penang! It was an unforgettable trip as we took a 7 and half hours refrigerator train. It was super duper cold inside that you couldn't fall asleep at all.

April
``Ahaha~ This is my birthday month and also April's Fool. I fooled by someone. He told me that someone trying to call me but unsuccessful and asked me to call back the someone. I didn't think too much and called the someone then only I realized I got fooled. Ish. >< About my birthday..on my big day, my darling gave me a big surprise by suddenly appearing in front of me after missing for such a long time. After we had a drink at old town, we ended the day by eating mee cup at seven eleven. Lol. My dear form 5 friends celebrated my big day on the Saturday and ah Hui showed up! Surprise me! ^ ^

May
``I don't really remember what happened in this month except that second semester exam! So I skipped this month.

June
``I can't forget that Teacher Grey cut my hair. The first time my hair got cut by teacher in school. I never thought that this would happen. T_T
``On the 22nd, I accompanied my dear Ann to watch her prince charming's concert. This was also the first time I went to kl with her. Ahh~really memorable! =D I love her so much. XP
``Hazardous air pollution index. However, my school didn't close, no holidays for me.

July
``I had my MUET exam and I did my speaking test very poorly. This explained why my speaking had the lowest mark but I am not going to retake because I don't think I can do it better for the next time.

August
``I went to KLCC bookfest with CN, MH, HH, and ZH.
``On Hari Raya, I went to one of my malay friend's house at Janda Baik. This was my first time to Janda Baik, it was a really nice place, I love it so much. If possible, I would like to visit again!
``I started my chemistry experiment. God blessed, everything went smoothly, we got a very satisfied result. Same for the other groups, no one got scolded by Pn Chang. What a happy day. ^ ^

September
``MUET result came out! I got what I expected.

October
``Our school held a Majlis Graduasi at Genting Awana Resort. This was also the very first year that I got so many awards from school, my family was surprised too. Hahahaaa..

November
``Exam month. Nothing to talk about. Just study. #Sem3 #RetakeSem1 #Retake Sem2

December
``What a busy month!
``I went to kl only once with 8 friends. We went to Time Square and had our first archery. I can't deny Samuel really good in this, so pro!
``I joined a children camp in Karak.
``I travelled to Yogyakarta with my family. My first time been to LCCT, seriously.
``I visited to UK Farm in Kluang with friends. It was a really nice place, I love it so much.
``Tonight countdown....I wish it will be great.

There are so many first times for this year. Wonderful~
Some events I may not type here because my memory is limited. =P

***others***
I try to be honest to everyone but some people just make me choose to be dishonest to them.
This is just like I don't like certain people to be frank because they make the situation to become awkward.
You said you understand me very well.
Then tell me what kind of me that you understand of.
I may not be as good as you think and please never judge a book by its cover.
I don't wish anyone to understand me because I don't understand myself either.

Monday, December 30, 2013

结束·这年

年尾了
又来到这个时候
一切都该有个答案
这一年发生的事情太多
多得我差点喘不过气

盒子里
放着你送我的礼物
和我送不出去的信件
我把信读了一遍又一遍
眼泪不知觉留了下来
舍不得丢掉
你知道吗

电话里
你的信息我从没删
那天看了你的收信箱
你把我的信息都删完了
留着的都是她的信息
心碎的声音
你听见吗

人们都说
如果两个人都不主动
这缘分就无法继续下去了
我曾试过踏出第一步
可是接着发生的不是我想要的
你们笑了我哭了

你送的锁头
我没办法留住了
因为你的钥匙
不会再想开我这把锁了

不开心的
跟今年一起结束吧
我对你不再眷恋了